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醒来就哭

2010年4月28日 / 219次阅读
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醒来就哭

从我能记事到现在,从来没有出现过,早上醒来就嚎啕大哭的情形。不过,这样的事情却在4月28号早上发生了。

像往常一样,那天我在7点多一点就醒了。不过,醒来之后,心中却有一种剧烈的悲痛情绪,忍不住就躺在床上放声大哭!泪水哗哗的,哭得非常得伤心,哭到抽泣。但是很快,我就意识到我是在宾馆的床上,另一张床上还睡着我的室友,我不想让他听到我的哭声,就强行压抑住了。哭过之后是很爽的,特别是大哭,感觉心情异常的轻松,就像蓝蓝的天空没有一丝浮云。

情绪稳定之后,我才慢慢地想起,原来我梦见了我的外婆。我的外婆活到了100岁,但是她临终时,我却没有见她最后一面,当有人通知我时,她已经不在了。我记得我小时常常瞪大眼睛逗她笑,我还记得她一直很想要一张我和我爱人的合影,但是这个愿望我一直未能满足她,直到她在几年前离开……

在梦里,我一直在挣扎,在一片混沌中,我不知道我在做什么,我只看见了我的外婆,她在对我笑,遥远,亲切,模糊,她好像还在对我说着什么,但是我什么都听不见了……

 

Crying after waking up

Since the time I can remember something till now, I had never waken up crying hardly in the morning. But, it did happen in the morning on 28 April 2010.

As usual, I woke up at several minutes past seven at that day. But, after waking up, I had so strong sad feelings in my heart that I could not keep myself from crying my heart out in my bed. I sobbed with tears falling down. Suddenly, I realized that I was in hotel room and my roommate was still in his dreams in another bed. I didn’t want to disturb him with my sobbing. Then I forced myself to control my feelings. After crying, especially hard crying, I fell released. It is just like a big piece of blue sky without any cloud.

When I calmed down, I remembered at last that I had a dream about my grandmother. My grandmother was 100 years old. I regretted that I could not see her one last time before she died. When someone informed me, she had already gone. I can remember that I often opened my eyes widely to make her laugh when I was a boy, and she always wanted a picture about me and my wife, but till her last day I could not give it to her after all.

In my dream, I was struggling unconsciously. I didn’t know what I was doing. I can only see my grandmother. She smiles to me from far away, kindly and dimly. It seems that she is saying something to me, but I can hear nothing……

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