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飞呀飞

2010年6月5日 / 152次阅读
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飞呀飞

随着四周剧烈的震动,我知道,我的飞机再一次冲上了云霄。

跟以往一样,我安静地闭上眼睛,等待飞机飞到平稳。可是,我的内心却是无法安静的,万千的思绪萦绕,有时呼吸也会随着思考到困难处而加重。我知道,我面对一个十字路口,这个路口是如此的黑暗,极少有人到这里,我无法寻求更多的援助了,援助也是徒劳的,我只能一个人,面对这黑暗,做出最后的选择。

乘务员在广播中告诉我,飞机已经飞到了9000米的高度。外面阳光很刺眼,我坐在靠近过道的位置,尽量不去看外面,虽然我很想。我想看看在这个高度,还能不能看见地面上的物体,如果能看见,它们应该是多么的小啊……

我想起了昨天的课堂上,老师给我讲的一个公司真实的案例。一个来自农村的女同事,父母很传统,偏爱弟弟,由于父母年事已高,弟弟不争气,没有收入来源,她一个人要承担全家所有人的生活费用。她努力地这样做了,但是她的父母一点也不感到愧疚,父母向她要钱,很多钱,然后再给弟弟。她的弟弟和弟媳妇却在家好吃懒做……她快要崩溃了,她寻求公司心理咨询的援助。我有些失望,心理医生给出的问题解决办法还是在传统道德认可的范围之内。

飞机又开始颠簸,很厉害,在一次快速的下沉中,机上胆小的女士还齐声发出了尖叫。我依然闭上眼睛,享受着失重的快感。我想起了在上海自杀的杨元元,她也是一个无法挣脱传统的受害者。

愿她能够在天堂,得到自由。

 

Flying again

With the shocks around, I know, my flight is rushing into the clouds again.

I close my eyes as I always did. I am waiting the flight to calm down in the air. But, I can not calm down my heart with thousands of thoughts running into my head. Sometimes I feel hard to breathe when thinking about very hard situations. I know exactly that I am at a crossroad which is so dark in the world that few people can be here. I should not get other’s help any more, it is useless. I must make a decision and face the darkest by myself only.

Stewardess tells me that my flight is flying at a height of 9000 meters through broadcast. The sunshine is dazzling. I can not watch outside, although I’d like to do it. I want to see the world below and how small they are.

I remember the story teacher told us in yesterday’s class. It is a true story happened in my company. A colleague comes from countryside. Her parents are very traditional. They love her little brother very much. Because of the age of her parents and the discouragement of her little brother, she takes the life burden of all her family members. She was very hard working. But her parents felt little sorry for her. They asked her for money, and then gave her money to her little brother who leads a lazy life all the time with his wife. She was almost cracked and at last she went to psychiatrist for help. I was a little disappointed that the solution given by the psychiatrist was within the scope of morality.

My flight is shaking hardly, and there are screamings by ladies with a sharp swift falling. I still close my eyes to enjoy the feeling of losing weight. I remember YangYunayuan who suicided in ShangHai. She is a poor girl who can not get rid of our traditions.

I wish that she can have a piece of freedom in heaven.

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  • 冷漠的人不一定丧失理智,也许是理智到了一定的程度,冲破了文化枷锁,选择了放下那些愚蠢的情感。 [ ]


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